Signals

I always tell myself I have to learn how to realize when life sends me signals to make a desicion. Who knows, maybe now is when. I ran into him downtown today, after so much time without seeing his face. He, the one I will never forget though I know that all he will ever give me are those precious moments that come to an end. But maybe that's all I want right now. I have been thinking of him these last days. But the guilt, the damn guilt. Maybe, what I have to learn is how to finish a phase before starting a new one. Maybe I never will.